God Sees the Truth,
But Waits - Leo Tolstoy (Text) (For summary see below)
In the town of
Vladimir lived a young merchant named Ivan Dmitrich Aksionov. He had two shops
and a house of his own.
Aksionov was a
handsome, fair-haired, curly-headed fellow, full of fun, and very fond of
singing. When quite a young man he had been given to drink, and was riotous
when he had had too much; but after he married he gave up drinking, except now
and then.
One summer Aksionov
was going to the Nizhny Fair, and as he bade good-bye to his family, his wife
said to him, "Ivan Dmitrich, do not start to-day; I have had a bad dream
about you."
Aksionov laughed, and
said, "You are afraid that when I get to the fair I shall go on a
spree."
His wife replied:
"I do not know what I am afraid of; all I know is that I had a bad dream.
I dreamt you returned from the town, and when you took off your cap I saw that
your hair was quite grey."
Aksionov laughed.
"That's a lucky sign," said he. "See if I don't sell out all my
goods, and bring you some presents from the fair."
So he said good-bye to
his family, and drove away.
When he had travelled
half-way, he met a merchant whom he knew, and they put up at the same inn for
the night. They had some tea together, and then went to bed in adjoining rooms.
It was not Aksionov's
habit to sleep late, and, wishing to travel while it was still cool, he aroused
his driver before dawn, and told him to put in the horses.
Then he made his way
across to the landlord of the inn (who lived in a cottage at the back), paid
his bill, and continued his journey.
When he had gone about
twenty-five miles, he stopped for the horses to be fed. Aksionov rested awhile
in the passage of the inn, then he stepped out into the porch, and, ordering a
samovar to be heated, got out his guitar and began to play.
Suddenly a troika
drove up with tinkling bells and an official alighted, followed by two
soldiers. He came to Aksionov and began to question him, asking him who he was and
whence he came. Aksionov answered him fully, and said, "Won't you have
some tea with me?" But the official went on cross-questioning him and
asking him. "Where did you spend last night? Were you alone, or with a
fellow-merchant? Did you see the other merchant this morning? Why did you leave
the inn before dawn?"
Aksionov wondered why
he was asked all these questions, but he described all that had happened, and
then added, "Why do you cross-question me as if I were a thief or a
robber? I am travelling on business of my own, and there is no need to question
me."
Then the official,
calling the soldiers, said, "I am the police-officer of this district, and
I question you because the merchant with whom you spent last night has been
found with his throat cut. We must search your things."
They entered the
house. The soldiers and the police-officer unstrapped Aksionov's luggage and
searched it. Suddenly the officer drew a knife out of a bag, crying,
"Whose knife is this?"
Aksionov looked, and
seeing a blood-stained knife taken from his bag, he was frightened.
"How is it there
is blood on this knife?"
Aksionov tried to
answer, but could hardly utter a word, and only stammered: "I--don't
know--not mine." Then the police-officer said: "This morning the
merchant was found in bed with his throat cut. You are the only person who
could have done it. The house was locked from inside, and no one else was
there. Here is this blood-stained knife in your bag and your face and manner
betray you! Tell me how you killed him, and how much money you stole?"
Aksionov swore he had
not done it; that he had not seen the merchant after they had had tea together;
that he had no money except eight thousand rubles of his own, and that the
knife was not his. But his voice was broken, his face pale, and he trembled
with fear as though he went guilty.
The police-officer
ordered the soldiers to bind Aksionov and to put him in the cart. As they tied
his feet together and flung him into the cart, Aksionov crossed himself and
wept. His money and goods were taken from him, and he was sent to the nearest
town and imprisoned there. Enquiries as to his character were made in Vladimir.
The merchants and other inhabitants of that town said that in former days he
used to drink and waste his time, but that he was a good man. Then the trial
came on: he was charged with murdering a merchant from Ryazan, and robbing him
of twenty thousand rubles.
His wife was in
despair, and did not know what to believe. Her children were all quite small;
one was a baby at her breast. Taking them all with her, she went to the town
where her husband was in jail. At first she was not allowed to see him; but
after much begging, she obtained permission from the officials, and was taken
to him. When she saw her husband in prison-dress and in chains, shut up with
thieves and criminals, she fell down, and did not come to her senses for a long
time. Then she drew her children to her, and sat down near him. She told him of
things at home, and asked about what had happened to him. He told her all, and
she asked, "What can we do now?"
"We must petition
the Czar not to let an innocent man perish."
His wife told him that
she had sent a petition to the Czar, but it had not been accepted.
Aksionov did not
reply, but only looked downcast.
Then his wife said,
"It was not for nothing I dreamt your hair had turned grey. You remember?
You should not have started that day." And passing her fingers through his
hair, she said: "Vanya dearest, tell your wife the truth; was it not you
who did it?"
"So you, too,
suspect me!" said Aksionov, and, hiding his face in his hands, he began to
weep. Then a soldier came to say that the wife and children must go away; and
Aksionov said good-bye to his family for the last time.
When they were gone,
Aksionov recalled what had been said, and when he remembered that his wife also
had suspected him, he said to himself, "It seems that only God can know
the truth; it is to Him alone we must appeal, and from Him alone expect
mercy."
And Aksionov wrote no
more petitions; gave up all hope, and only prayed to God.
Aksionov was condemned
to be flogged and sent to the mines. So he was flogged with a knot, and when
the wounds made by the knot were healed, he was driven to Siberia with other
convicts.
For twenty-six years
Aksionov lived as a convict in Siberia. His hair turned white as snow, and his
beard grew long, thin, and grey. All his mirth went; he stooped; he walked
slowly, spoke little, and never laughed, but he often prayed.
In prison Aksionov
learnt to make boots, and earned a little money, with which he bought The
Lives of the Saints. He read this book when there was light enough in the
prison; and on Sundays in the prison-church he read the lessons and sang in the
choir; for his voice was still good.
The prison authorities
liked Aksionov for his meekness, and his fellow-prisoners respected him: they
called him "Grandfather," and "The Saint." When they wanted
to petition the prison authorities about anything, they always made Aksionov
their spokesman, and when there were quarrels among the prisoners they came to
him to put things right, and to judge the matter.
No news reached
Aksionov from his home, and he did not even know if his wife and children were
still alive.
One day a fresh gang
of convicts came to the prison. In the evening the old prisoners collected
round the new ones and asked them what towns or villages they came from, and
what they were sentenced for. Among the rest Aksionov sat down near the
newcomers, and listened with downcast air to what was said.
One of the new
convicts, a tall, strong man of sixty, with a closely-cropped grey beard, was
telling the others what be had been arrested for.
"Well,
friends," he said, "I only took a horse that was tied to a sledge,
and I was arrested and accused of stealing. I said I had only taken it to get
home quicker, and had then let it go; besides, the driver was a personal friend
of mine. So I said, 'It's all right.' 'No,' said they, 'you stole it.' But how
or where I stole it they could not say. I once really did something wrong, and
ought by rights to have come here long ago, but that time I was not found out.
Now I have been sent here for nothing at all... Eh, but it's lies I'm telling
you; I've been to Siberia before, but I did not stay long."
"Where are you
from?" asked some one.
"From Vladimir.
My family are of that town. My name is Makar, and they also call me
Semyonich."
Aksionov raised his
head and said: "Tell me, Semyonich, do you know anything of the merchants
Aksionov of Vladimir? Are they still alive?"
"Know them? Of
course I do. The Aksionovs are rich, though their father is in Siberia: a
sinner like ourselves, it seems! As for you, Gran'dad, how did you come
here?"
Aksionov did not like
to speak of his misfortune. He only sighed, and said, "For my sins I have
been in prison these twenty-six years."
"What sins?"
asked Makar Semyonich.
But Aksionov only
said, "Well, well--I must have deserved it!" He would have said no
more, but his companions told the newcomers how Aksionov came to be in Siberia;
how some one had killed a merchant, and had put the knife among Aksionov's
things, and Aksionov had been unjustly condemned.
When Makar Semyonich
heard this, he looked at Aksionov, slapped his own knee, and
exclaimed, "Well, this is wonderful! Really wonderful! But how old you've
grown, Gran'dad!"
The others asked him
why he was so surprised, and where he had seen Aksionov before; but Makar
Semyonich did not reply. He only said: "It's wonderful that we should meet
here, lads!"
These words made
Aksionov wonder whether this man knew who had killed the merchant; so he said,
"Perhaps, Semyonich, you have heard of that affair, or maybe you've seen
me before?"
"How could I help
hearing? The world's full of rumours. But it's a long time ago, and I've
forgotten what I heard."
"Perhaps you
heard who killed the merchant?" asked Aksionov.
Makar Semyonich
laughed, and replied: "It must have been him in whose bag the knife was
found! If some one else hid the knife there, 'He's not a thief till he's
caught,' as the saying is. How could any one put a knife into your bag while it
was under your head? It would surely have woke you up."
When Aksionov heard
these words, he felt sure this was the man who had killed the merchant. He rose
and went away. All that night Aksionov lay awake. He felt terribly unhappy, and
all sorts of images rose in his mind. There was the image of his wife as she
was when he parted from her to go to the fair. He saw her as if she were
present; her face and her eyes rose before him; he heard her speak and laugh.
Then he saw his children, quite little, as they: were at that time: one with a
little cloak on, another at his mother's breast. And then he remembered himself
as he used to be-young and merry. He remembered how he sat playing the guitar
in the porch of the inn where he was arrested, and how free from care he had
been. He saw, in his mind, the place where he was flogged, the executioner, and
the people standing around; the chains, the convicts, all the twenty-six years
of his prison life, and his premature old age. The thought of it all made him
so wretched that he was ready to kill himself.
"And it's all
that villain's doing!" thought Aksionov. And his anger was so great
against Makar Semyonich that he longed for vengeance, even if he himself should
perish for it. He kept repeating prayers all night, but could get no peace.
During the day he did not go near Makar Semyonich, nor even look at him.
A fortnight passed in
this way. Aksionov could not sleep at night, and was so miserable that he did
not know what to do.
One night as he was
walking about the prison he noticed some earth that came rolling out from under
one of the shelves on which the prisoners slept. He stopped to see what it was.
Suddenly Makar Semyonich crept out from under the shelf, and looked up at
Aksionov with frightened face. Aksionov tried to pass without looking at him,
but Makar seized his hand and told him that he had dug a hole under the wall,
getting rid of the earth by putting it into his high-boots, and emptying it out
every day on the road when the prisoners were driven to their work.
"Just you keep
quiet, old man, and you shall get out too. If you blab, they'll flog the life
out of me, but I will kill you first."
Aksionov trembled with
anger as he looked at his enemy. He drew his hand away, saying, "I have no
wish to escape, and you have no need to kill me; you killed me long ago! As to
telling of you--I may do so or not, as God shall direct."
Next day, when the
convicts were led out to work, the convoy soldiers noticed that one or other of
the prisoners emptied some earth out of his boots. The prison was searched and
the tunnel found. The Governor came and questioned all the prisoners to find
out who had dug the hole. They all denied any knowledge of it. Those who knew
would not betray Makar Semyonich, knowing he would be flogged almost to death.
At last the Governor turned to Aksionov whom he knew to be a just man, and
said:
"You are a
truthful old man; tell me, before God, who dug the hole?"
Makar Semyonich stood
as if he were quite unconcerned, looking at the Governor and not so much as
glancing at Aksionov. Aksionov's lips and hands trembled, and for a long time
he could not utter a word. He thought, "Why should I screen him who ruined
my life? Let him pay for what I have suffered. But if I tell, they will
probably flog the life out of him, and maybe I suspect him wrongly. And, after
all, what good would it be to me?"
"Well, old
man," repeated the Governor, "tell me the truth: who has been digging
under the wall?"
Aksionov glanced at
Makar Semyonich, and said, "I cannot say, your honour. It is not God's
will that I should tell! Do what you like with me; I am your hands."
However much the
Governor! tried, Aksionov would say no more, and so the matter had to be left.
That night, when
Aksionov was lying on his bed and just beginning to doze, some one came quietly
and sat down on his bed. He peered through the darkness and recognised Makar.
"What more do you
want of me?" asked Aksionov. "Why have you come here?"
Makar Semyonich was
silent. So Aksionov sat up and said, "What do you want? Go away, or I will
call the guard!"
Makar Semyonich bent
close over Aksionov, and whispered, "Ivan Dmitrich, forgive me!"
"What for?"
asked Aksionov.
"It was I who
killed the merchant and hid the knife among your things. I meant to kill you
too, but I heard a noise outside, so I hid the knife in your bag and escaped
out of the window."
Aksionov was silent,
and did not know what to say. Makar Semyonich slid off the bed-shelf and knelt
upon the ground. "Ivan Dmitrich," said he, "forgive me! For the
love of God, forgive me! I will confess that it was I who killed the merchant,
and you will be released and can go to your home."
"It is easy for
you to talk," said Aksionov, "but I have suffered for you these
twenty-six years. Where could I go to now?... My wife is dead, and my children
have forgotten me. I have nowhere to go..."
Makar Semyonich did
not rise, but beat his head on the floor. "Ivan Dmitrich, forgive
me!" he cried. "When they flogged me with the knot it was not so hard
to bear as it is to see you now ... yet you had pity on me, and did not tell.
For Christ's sake forgive me, wretch that I am!" And he began to sob.
When Aksionov heard
him sobbing he, too, began to weep. "God will forgive you!" said he.
"Maybe I am a hundred times worse than you." And at these words his
heart grew light, and the longing for home left him. He no longer had any
desire to leave the prison, but only hoped for his last hour to come.
In spite of what
Aksionov had said, Makar Semyonich confessed, his guilt. But when the order for
his release came, Aksionov was already dead.
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God Sees The Truth, But
Waits – Leo Tolstoy (Summary)
The protagonist of Leo
Tolstoy’s short story “God Sees The Truth, But Waits” is about a carefree young
and handsome merchant named Ivan Dmitrich Akshionov of Vladimir. He is so
carefree to enjoy his life with all types of joys, which are righteous to the
rich young men. Too much carefree life should serve a fair warning to one that he/she
may not enjoy the same type of life in his/her entire life. As readers of the
story, we are warned that the stormy clouds are looming large on the horizons
of Akshionov’s life when his wife had a bad dream about him. His young and
beautiful wife who is well aware of life’s uncertainties – tells her husband
that she had a bad dream about him, and asks him not to go to the Nizhny Fair,
where he plans to sell his goods. He laughs at his wife’s warnings and goes to
the fair anyway.
Disaster does not surface
immediately. Halfway to the Fair, Aksiniov stops at an inn for the night and
winds up his supper by sharing a cup of tea with another merchant whom he knew
a little. The two merchants have gone to bed in adjoining rooms in the inn. In
the early morning Akshiniov gets up, pays his bill to the proprietor and gets
back on to the road to the Fair. After
twenty-five miles journey he is overtaken by the soldiers, who question him
about his activities of his previous night.
Aksiniov finally asks
them why they are treating him as if he was committed a serious crime. The soldiers informed him that the merchant
with whom he spent the previous evening had been found murdered and his
valuables are stolen. When the soldiers
search Akshiniov’s bags, they find a sharp knife smeared with blood.
Predictably, Aksionov is
arrested, prosecuted and convicted him for the crime of murder. His wife is
able to see him only once before he is exiled to Siberia; after rousing herself
from the dead faint at the sight of him in shackles and fetters. They
petitioned to Czar for mercy but the emperor rejects their mercy petition.
Finally, she asked him what has possessed him to murder the stranger on the way
to the fair. He is upset when his wife asked his involvement in the crime and
tells himself that God alone knows the truth.
In Siberia, Aksinov spends
his twenty-six years of prison life in meditation and prayers. He has become a
model prisoner that the other convicts call him “Grand Father” and “The Saint”.
All prisoners use to call on him with their problems and disputes among themselves
and all such disputes are settled fairly and amicably with the kind words of
Aksionov. One-day Aksionov learns a new convict; Makar Semyonich has come from
his hometown, Vladimir. He asks him about the well-being of his sons in
Vladimir. He says to him that he knows them and they have become successful
merchants, though it is said to be that their father is a convict and serving
in the Jail in Siberia. Further, he stunned to know that Makar Semyonich
reveals himself that he was the true perpetrator of the crime for which
Aksionov is now serving a life sentence.
Now, Aksionov is torn by
conflict knowing this man is responsible for Aksionov’s twenty-six years misery.
Yet, what good would come from revealing him to be the murderer now? The conflict
is made even more acute when Makar Semyonich attempts to tunnel out of prison
and the police discover his clandestine tunnel. All prisoners are assembled and
asked to reveal who had dug the whole. This is the right opportunity for
Aksionov to have his revenge on Makar Semyonich, but, he cannot do it. He thought
what would be gained if I reveal his name. The damage to Aksionov’s life has already
been done, and no good may come off by making someone’s life miserable. So, he does not reveal Makar’s name who is responsible
for the secret tunnel though it is known to him very well.
In Private, in the early morning,
Makar Semyonich comes to Aksionov and begs his forgiveness. He confessed “when
they flagged me with knout it was not so hard to bear as it is to see you now…
yet you had pity on me, and did not tell. For Christ’s sake forgive me, wretch
that I am!” but Aksionov says that forgiveness is not his to give, but God’s,
and “God will forgive you…. Maybe I am a hundred times worse than you.” Later jail
authorities learnt that Akshionov is innocent of his crime and issued release
orders to Akshionov by then he is found dead before reaching his release orders
to him. Thus, Leo Tolstoy proved in his short story that man proposes and God
disposes.
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